The Peace Of YAHWEH Is Flowing - Episode 3

I know for certain that you would have been concerned. With the reports that have been circulated in the last 3 weeks. Some of which were definitely true. She did chop me on La Croix on the 14th July. A 2 inch long deep cut. I was left in the house alone for a number days. The day after the incident, I went to Mt. Hope for attention. But up to today, the cut has not been stitched. All these incidents will seem unreal without understanding what happened two weeks before. She had finally decided to come home and face the big bad wolf, Tyron. I was a bit stressed because she was going through some turmoil being on the street, and Sharon it must have been real tough for her.

The enemy of our souls realised that he was running out of time. So he was being very evil in his persecutions The fact that I was at home did not negate the tremendous trials I was facing either. And I had to do all the chores for myself . I often went to bed 2-3 am in the morning So when she came home I was relieved but then I was unprepared for what came after.

I was constant in prayer nevertheless, and had been growing as a believer still. So we, as was expected, had our first argument and things got tougher from there. It was in one of these that I told her that she would roast in hell 1Sharon. I had never before said anything to Lolila even remotely like that.

Just as the words came out, my mouth I realized what I had said. I begged, I pleaded, I stood in front of her but she was hurt deeply and I knew it. I cried uncontrollably that night, thinking that I would not get another chance at what is my purpose in this life.

But as I continued praying, the Spirit of YAHWEH ministered to me and reminded me what He had promised me in 2020. He was going to heal Lolila and I completely. It has been at least 4 years of trouble, the answer to my hopes and dreams are upon us. So she left for yet another of her escapades, and I had been spoken to by YAHWEH 's Spirit.

The next few days, I would try to contact her, but somehow, I was aware she would return home still.

So even though I was saddened by what I had done, I knew in the back of my mind that I still needed to trust Him to make things right.

She did return a few days later.

So, she left the following morning and returned a couple days after. Because my issues with overwork and stress had lead to me missing much sleep hit home on the day that she would return yet again. I had been so overwhelmed by all the cooking and cleaning that I was trying to do that I walked into the bedroom and fell down on the bed and fell fast asleep.

I don't know how long I was out for when my eyes opened and I saw her there looking at me.

So, I said, probably with a smile, You're back! And she said that I had left the door open to which I said yes I know.

I was looking at her appearance, and she looked very scary to say the least

So, I was feeling a little more aware of things I went with her downstairs where I started to wash. So, while washing the wares, I prayed to the Father as to how to deal with this situation. I was feeling very warm and said to myself that a bath would certainly refresh me and even though it was not appropriate, seeing that she had returned as I wanted. I also noticed that she had fallen asleep on the couch, and I used ythis opportunity to go get the shower.

I was bathing for probably about 8-9 minutes when she came and opened the curtain and said, as she has said on so many occasions before in our marriage, That I had brought men in the house to rape her.

I responded as I had on so many occasions before. And as she had done so many occasions before, I thought she would just go on to something else. But a couple minutes after she returned with the Chinese chopper in hand and started to what I thought was going to be a planasse. She planassed me perhaps twice, then she threw a chop which grazed my arm. She grazed me on my leg. All the chops then I awoke to the idea that she was serious. Finally, she threw the last chop, which connected with my wrist. I stood there in the bathroom wondering to myself what just happened.

So I instinctively thought that I should put pressure on the wound But then I became aware that I was bleeding profusely. The blood was gushing from the top of my right wrist, and could sense that I had a major problem here to deal with. I was overwhelmed with the blood flow, and I stepped out of the bathroom feeling as if my mind had caved in and a nauseous feeling in my stomach.

I started to lose consciousness and felt my head going down to the ground. But just as I was about to black out I felt as it were a hand caught me and the scripture, ‘I can do all things through Messiah who strengthens me’ filled my mind and I realized that I was thinking again. So I began grabbing toilet paper to put on the cut to stop the blood flow. Eventually it would be greatly reduced but before it stopped she was making her way out the front door and saying something that I did not understand the Holy Spirit told me to shout out to her that I am alright and don’t go. So, I did just that. Perhaps 6 ½ weeks later she would tell me in our new apartment, ‘I thought that you said, Please don’t leave me’.

She didn't return until some days after. I was still under much stress. I had gone to the hospital the day after the incident and was told by a doctor Singh in the Arima Health Centre that I would have to do an operation, because the x-rays were showing that a tendon was severed. They sent me to Mt. Hope where they kept me until I realized that I would be staying overnight. I knew that I needed some sleep desperately so I went home with the intention to return in the morning.

To Be Continued